love is all in my mind – ðŸŒ¼


It’s been 3 to 5 years i was trying to right a dairy.. n i did made one wrote all the stupid stuff but wasn’t satisfied enough. Coz obviously! I didn’t had any of the good things or good topic or good memories to right or to share offcourse..

And now I’m thinking why i was trying to make a dairy if i have my own mobile to type on & a personal note pad tehheh!

I’m actually loving righting in here n i wonder what would be the topics, but anyway i have one. One i really wanted to share with somebody but didn’t get chance or felt to talk about it. 

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Love is all in my mind is about a sense of love between you & the soul, you & the nature, you & your thoughts. It’s about every kind of love u feel at the very moment.. which is unconditional sometimes, which is genuine sometimes, which is fascinating sometimes, which is also incompleted, self-indulging, insufficient and so on..


• Women Love :

Women. I have socially acknowledged about this word is that, WOMEN is incomplete without a word MEN in it. So, knowing about it from the basics is that every independent women, lady, girl would say that it’s not true. That it doesn’t make any sense.. but when I thought not practically but logically I recognised something which was lacking our understanding to get the things organized to the thought of why Men in the word Women is important in our life.

And along with this thoughts a highly prioritised word gets in that is, FEMINIST. Feminism is a thought which make us enlightened about why a word Men is important in a word like Women.

Feminism is a word which does not need to define in any kind of technically correct words, as in one can seek for it on Google. But it should be our responsibility to know the basics of it.

As in – feminism is not about women impowerment, it’s not that a girl should be more respectfull as compared to boys. It’s not about we are getting periods every freaking month, so we are questioning them about how could they judge us for our mood swings. It’s not about a women wearing shorts so does men wear boxers, and so what’s the problem? It’s not about why men judging them for the questions and shouting on them in the name of feminism. No! Feminism is not about this forsure. 

Feminism exists because of men. Because of the thoughts they have about a women who isn’t as priorities in competitions usually. Men who treats women as a secondary member in a family, men who thinks women can’t compete with us.

Feminism is a word which denies every thought which says women are lesser then a men. Feminism is to make them understand a fight for the rights of women. Who deserves to have rights in a society, to let everyone one realise that women can stand with a men shoulder to shoulder, can accept every challenge with men or without. To make them understand she isn’t lesser then a men, but equal. 

Therefore, WOMEN is incomplete without a word MEN in it. To make things, understandings – balanced & equal. The thought itself gets the universe balanced.


Basically.. writing and exploring about this is making my day go better for a reason. A reason which comes into my mind about women, women power & her justice that always comes between her work, education & future.

Yes. I’m not only talking about the equal rights, I’m also talking about the way society not only criticize them to speak up but also points out about the way they look, talk, walk & wear even if they are thin, fat, muscly or morderate and also about their gender. It’s about them who are unique in their own way and also deserves to be accepted & appreciated by the society.

It’s about us being in a boundary of thoughts that we have made about each other in a particular manner due to which can’t accept the change in things. As specially about a women.

This Blog Is Dedicated To All The Women Out there, Respecting & Loving Them With Every Colour, Shape, Size & Gender.

#weareallone ❤️ WE ARE ALL ONE.

~ it’s me.

• S P R I N G L O V E â€¢


Love is carried by the breeze.. breeze which is filled with warmth, passion, care, shades and much more that I want myself to get embrace with..

While sun rays tressing my skin.. where the breeze filled with the warmth.. makeimg my skin moisture. The chills in the pit of my stomach giving me a bit of shiver.. my eyes capturing all the colours mixing with each other on the very part of the earth, the sky and the horizon, sensing passion to every positive thought in my mind.. every shade in the colour of the flowers around me is a reminder of the reality of love and miracle between nature and me..

I feel myself whizzing over the flowers of spring, discerning love from the breeze of my midway garden towards the hall.. hoping to get possessed by that slight tenderness of love which I’m seeking of.

It’s my soul not me. It’s my intensity in the direction of affection not me.

~ it’s me. ❤️

•let’s meet again, for the first time•

In all the dim light chaos.. Between you and me.

The start :

It’s a story of a girl been lost in the world where she hopes to have atleast one glance of the boy she adored in there childhood.

Adored whole heartedly.. while being just kids, she knew there was something different the way she felt and not knowing what it was, never knew what does it really mean.. and now it’s been years they havn’t seen eachother, met or heard anything about eachother..

Where all of a sudden, in a family function there sight collide. Her expressions are happy, annoyed, embarrassed, angry, pleased, confused.. and she stands still


Abstract :

After these many years.. may be ten.. may be more then that. I’m seeing you today. You were unexpected to me here! You were always unexpected anyways until I remember.. After all these years and after all the unattended other functions.. you thought of attending this function?

In all this dim light chaos between you and me.. between the known and unknown people.. it’s you who feel more then knowing to me here.. all thoughts are flooding over me..

Is it even fair? It’s been so long I haven’t seen you and although I can’t even see you clearly.. the distance is too much. ‘ I want to see you.. I want to talk to you.. I have missed you so much.. where the hell have you been?! Never came to see me or never tried to contact me? What happened to you all of sudden didn’t you ever missed me? Or I’m the only fool who was expecting? How could you be so cruel to me? I know I was the only one who was so close to you.. haven’t you thought even once of me in so many years? I tried to know about you and no one knew anything! No one knew how was you.. or what were you doing these days.. I know there are times when things get changed but I wasn’t expecting this from you.. I have never wanted this to happen at any cost.’ And I don’t even know how my expressions are while looking at you now.. I just hope you won’t understand the rage with in me.. I can’t handle myself from controlling them. I don’t want to.. my heart is paining like someone has stabbed it.

I wish there is no one watching me.. I’m sure if anyone sees me in this moment, they’ll understand something is wrong with me and I don’t want that. But I can’t move.. it’s hard to even say something to anyone now. I’m trying to distract my mind and it’s hanged up like there is nothing on earth I can think about rather then him. I tried my best as I ignored him in seconds and thoughts running in my mind.. same as before..but more anxious.

The time we looked at eachother.. the way his expressions was a bit confused.. like he was analysing, remembering looking at me. He might be not sure about who I’m. It’s been so long.. even I was confused looking at him.. but it was less then a second, how can I forgot him tho.

I don’t know about him anything now, what is he doing.. how’s his life.. how is he.. even his thoughts about me.. I have no idea. I don’t know if he feels the same way I feel or felt for him.. suddenly tears forming up in my eyes.

I was wondering.. why destiny is so cruel with me.. I didn’t wanted to go things in this way I never wanted this.. I have lost a big part of mine losing everything between us all these years and I can’t bear loosing more.


let’s meet again, for the first time and start over.. let’s just make things right the way they were supposed to be.


Although, that one glance has pleased me in so many ways. I’m satisfied.. knowing he is alive and good. I was feeling the same wave of his nature as it was. Soft and secretive.. observent and knowing..

I don’t want to talk and I hope he wishes the same.. I have tried getting myself together all these years, staying happy without thinking about him.. I don’t want to build hopes again after interacting with him.

So, till the time we left the function I hold myself to not search for him.. or look at him.. I never search for him or tried looking at him and so we didn’t interact till the end.. we left the function and things continued the way they were.. just a slight better..

~ it’s me. ❤️

• Quarantine Love 7.8 â€¢

7.8 week of quarantine, we are with our families happy, safe and chilling to the fullest, pursuing our leisure in the best way, trying new things, learning, thinking, sharing, caring and loving.


• Moments :

This pandemic has taught so much to us in many ways. Quarantine has been a recurring journey to me. Every single thought and memories in my mind has got place in so many different act of faith, credence, belief, trust, creed and mere self-realizations..

I loved the time i got to spend with my family. Talking about everything I want.. asking what all they know.. how do they knew so much.. about there childhood, everything the cultures and experience they had.. and other different things.. the vibe of elders wanting us to know all about fun they use to have and a slight hint from that realising us missing good things more then we could imagine in this age.. and other anecdotes of joys and happiness.. listening to them feels blessfull.

Trying new things were the one when there was nothing to do and I just took a glance towards mom, she was making thin crisp cakes.. and I helped her out with that.. while rolling them I just felt nice in a lovely way I still don’t know why!.. was it because I was with her helping, chatting and laughing and realising it’s been so long I haven’t observed her so much.. she is ageing.. tho still looks beautiful.. always trying to learn new things.. happy in her own way.. i have missed her.. mean while she taught me how to make the thin crisp cakes..

Lively it feels to watch the tress and plants of our garden.. Those are always moving when the air flows.. green and graceful. Watering them is what makes me feel close to the nature.. it seems like they are getting some tickling sensetions while I bedew water on them. The green long leafs shows the solace. Green colour in them gets brighter as if the is water hydrating the plants inside out.. and smiling while looking at me. And also the smell of petrichor!

Cooking was never a priority, until I tried something and then.. the compliments were pretty satisfing. So I taught to keep trying new recipes. YouTube helped me with the recipes, techniques, dishes.. and Instagrams helped with the looks and garnishing things. Never thought of using social media for this. Getting this much involved kept me freshly breathable.

Evening time is cards time.. everyone sits together.. as it’s been a while seens we are playing so everyone gathers and decides things before playing. The kind of snacks we should it. A different card game discussion. Getting ready to set on one place with all the jokes, laughter and prankers. Looking at all those joyfull, happily laughing faces thinking.. these people really mean so much to me.. and how beautiful the world is.

Dinner is the best part in all this.. everyone wondering and telling eachother how much we missed being together like this.. spending hours in talking.. teasing and laughing.. discussing things and supporting.

This quarantine has taught so much to me. I’m grateful to have my family with me safe & happy.

~ it’s me. ❤️

• The Journey of Love Begins â€¢

Thanks for visiting my blog and joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter.


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I hope you all find my blog just like this picture deep, beautiful, delighting & bright from every sight. I’m sharing everything I feel & experience about love.. I hope you’ll like it..

~ it’s me. ❤️

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